Product of Environment

I don't want to be the product of environment rather my environment be my product. But these days the reverse is happening. my actions are shaped by the environment. My reactions knowingly or unknowingly bear an influence of the sourroundings or environment I have been living/working in (read as working in). I think I need a break from this quick change in the activities which I do (Read Home-office-Home or Travel-meeting-work-travel). Need to get involved in something different. Lets see next Wednesday I have second driving license test and if I get this time I plan to drive around Dubai whole of Fridays & Saturdays and at least explore UAE.

Anyways news from the office is I made the record again lets see for how long it holds.... at least a month. Tomorrow for sure 6 o'clock I will leave the office and will do something (may be gym or read a novel or screening).

Went to India last week. I will rate this as the worst trip back home (even those two month , during college days, stay was much better...). The flights I had booked for Jaipur-Mumbai and back were canceled and then a day before when I was supposed to leave the things went in other direction as much as they could seeking a good lot help from me. Some discussions and then I missed the flight, I was sleeping in the business class lounge, paid 200AED for next flight. Again some discussions and lots of heat being generated here and there with no mistake of mine. Just that nothing was in my hand I was a mere puppet of my environment. I tried to do my best but people don't understand. Sometimes reasoning doesn't work and you suffer unnecessarily.

Communication the key aspect was missing and lots of resistance had its effect. And everybody made best of this opportunity to make most of it and poor me was at the receiving end. The chain reaction effect of this was seen the whole week, how much I tried to extinguish the fire but nothing helped and finally I gave in. Now I don't know how things are going to shape up.

Actually sometimes you give the gyaan someone and at othertimes the same someone gives the same gyaan back :). Had long talks with Sharad over coffee etc...... and met him after almost a year.

Couldn't see Ms. Shah this time and many others whom I had promised to meet. As a wise investor met the concerned people. Went to Naturals @HN and as usual paid for the ice-cream remembered Pranav when I saw the Great Punjab on the otherside of road.

Well all said and done I have put my pitch and now have to do lots of ground work and take help from many others and put in the best, rest is all.......

Wish me luck for many things..... and I need a lots.

Cheers
Tyson