updated news

i am on the waitlist at Tuck. I know nothing more about it.

lots of things moving now... this week will be the testimony to lots of different things :D

Enjoy!!

~Tyson

Whatever

I just simply can't say Whatever. This post if I write will be the most haphazard post I would have written.

You do something, you do a lot of things but the cost of this is too much. I have paid it and still taxed for it. As I say I am not at ease when it is I who is not at mistake or the wrong end.

anyways.... the D days are coming.... as they write on the forums I am litrealy staring at the phone all the time but that fellow doesn't rings. I need something too kill the butterflies in my stomach. I think both are not so clearly thought of rather done in the way that I have to do it so have to do it as they are the best available options.

well now I should close it and close it forever, just that it was a phase and is over now. so simply say WHATEVER.

Chill maddi!!

had one of those 10 liner chats with pc. I like his specs :P (photo on facebook)

I am stationed a lot on facebook these days some I will actually use it.

Jajaman samay bada anukool hai! jo hoga sab achha hi hoga!! bus aap sabra rakhein!!

Kuwait is cold it is 7deg C here and I am freezing :(

Cheers!!
~Tyson

Shawshank Redemption

The more I watch it the more I fall in love with it. Simple and straight but gives a lots of insight on many different things and values.

Hope:

Its in here, something inside
They cannot get to and
They cannot touch its yours
---
Hope is a dangerous thing
hope can drive a man insane and
Its got no use on your side
Better get use to that idea.

One of teh good thig is appreciation of the zone, the limit or the boundary.

Dumas--Duummm ass -- Dumbass

I got a mail today so looks like its a ding.... for Tuck.

~Tyson

I am sick

now.... don't know what to do. Just finished LOTR less the appendixes. I dont have enrgy left to read the arial 8 font Appendix.  I have only one line to say the beauty of the books can't be brought forward ina movie but the director for LOTR has done Great work and justice to the writing. Though the book is beautiful.

A Bad habit of mine is I read the book to finish it rather than savor it and everytime I finish a book I feel the same... I am getting better. I will pick up the next one soon and finish it soon. LOTR took only 3 years. 

I feel like go to Dubai grand and have a glass full but the thought of sitting alone is holding me up. I will try an get something from Duty free next time. The sticks have ended for now but.....unless I swear oath to somebody or take a vow or abstinence for a fixed period.

The rupee is strengthening against dollar.... I could have done better here. I am reading an interesting article 

http://www.indianexpress.com/news/the-chatteranti/394809/0

Mitra suggested this. It strikes right at the point. 

Chill mate... Lets get some sleep don't know what tomorrow holds for you for sure an empty fridge!!!

Cheers

~Tyson

Net Surfing and Life!!!

You might appreciate the color yellow 

but thats just because painter has chosen to paint the sunset yellow 

that does not mean that red is any less beautiful color

life is about living in a moment so I take it now :-)

My wanderings in youtube and lust for gossip brought me accross to the above and many more.... but these two I deem to be fit for my blog.

No news as yet and no news is always a good news!!

Yes today's date makrs a new begining and I look foward to it!!

Cheers & Enjoy!!

~Tyson

In General

I need to listen to Carpenters I think the time is coming for that either ways :P

I like the gmail with the different background setting and interestingly they change this according to the local time :P (Dumb Me...but whatever!!)

I am almost reaching the end of LOTR finally currently on 670 page... 300 more to go !! hopefully in the Eid Holidays I will finish it. Next I think I will pick up disgrace mostly... to Kill a Mocking bird I dont think I can start (rather proceed).

Global Economic Crisis hits F1 also, Honda has pulled out of 2009 race, and Nick Fry is looking for potential buyers.

Why people always have a photgraph like this when in Sun? Is the love for the shadow or jsut that you want to show your love for sun :P I also had one when I was in Paris. This is Aman Saleem,

After a long time I chatted with Aman and KantiP.

And today is Ankurs's bday thanks to Kanti I remembered it!! I think I can do better.

I need Gossip!!!

Sharad is the first one and Ritesh is second and others will know it soon!!

So I finish a lovely Post!!

Cheers
~Tyson

Disconnected

Yes I am from almost all the people around me. Gone are the partying days I have parted from them. I didn't realized the cost of shifting to Dubai or may be taking up this role. May be the role isn't a significant contributor but yes shifting here has given a disconnect. There is no worthwhile addition and just like bull in the mill or as they say working like a dog and nothing else. Even if you don't want to realize this but at times you are made to.

They cannot do this to me. I believe I have given the best I could. The more I inch closer to the deadline dates the more jittery I am getting. A packet has found a place in my bag which is not a good sign. ISB is much better it immediately it gives the feedback if your application is rejected. But do I have a choice? My ill luck when is it going to desert me. I don't what should I do to get rid of this. But anyways from tomorrow lets go for the fourth & fifth one.

Keep fighting buddy!!

I am getting desperate. I don't have any plan B, given this tough job scene I am getting obscene dreams. I don't want to work here any more. Looks like December is a disaster for me basically on the professional as well as career front. There is some faint hope but I don't know how much I will get.

Youtube is providing some decent entertainment these days, though all pirated stuff. I don't care as long as it takes my mind off and gives me something to ponder or comment on its ok. "Sorry Bhai" only the babe is good rest there is nothing. Some old silly jokes but nothing so charming, may be the setting of mauritus is ok types. Typical old story, at least they should have put an attempt to give it a better/newer look.

Lots of other things happening on personal front. Mom and Dad are coming to Dubai and I don't have a plan ready for them (How much I have changed? Plan....well I think I never did for myself but for others may be.....). Have few places in mind so somehow will manage. Well mom is in Blore attending to my sis and dad is busy in election duty for first time. Since his constituency had polled 98% so there is a reelection. One of the good things is he sleeps at 9:30 in night.

Alls well!!

Shed this Aalas.... and do something good.

Fightoooo!!!

Cheers

~Tyson

Kahin to...

One More down

Submitted the third one today. Somehow managed to put up the show, finally stitched all the pieces together. Called up dad and asked my cousin sis to scan and mail some documents, recklessly careless me. Need luck here as my boss screwed up his recommendation, still I have made request if they accept may be I will have better chance. Anyways PawanG was more enthu on working this one than me. It was he who called up and checked if I need some help. May be people like giving gyaan. Doesn't matter I would say I am 50% hopeful on this one.

Saari called up at 10pm local time thinking that some bank might be open in dubai where he could make a DD. I sugested him one or two things dont know if that worked.

Mom is going to Blore tomorrow alone for the first time in airplane and to some non Hindi state.She is worried :( Hopefully everything should be good.

I will wrote about BKG ka marriage later, but Radha is cute. I could not enjoy the food properly because of somany roadside distractions. We had pyaaz ki kachori at Jodhpur sweet followed by a Jumbo size [shop standard was medium] glass of freshlime juice and one hour after this dinner is served. :( all of us were sitting and staring each other while our hero BKG was busy eating. Next day we got up late and had Poha with Jalebi and after 45 min uncle asked us to have Daal-Bafale (a different version of Bati) with Kari and sweets etc. Again we could not eat. :(.

sleepy now will continue tomrrow.

For me the pipeline or funnel might not be required anymore.

But there

are some good people in the world who are always there to help people like me. The guy at Amravati restaurant in food court had neatly packed my wallet in the polythene pack. He had double packed and sealed with staples. May God bless him!! and give something to me to get rid of this careless/carefree nature.

Anyways as usual I am not doing what I should be doing. Watched Dostana online yesterday. Good movie. I think the director had good hold of the movie all time and didn't let it slip. As somebody said someone else would be better than Boby Deol. He doesn't have the charisma that was needed for the role. Definitely Karan Johar maintained his faithfulness toward Bachhan family and AB was given good amount of stuff to do and he it delivered it well. John Abraham great and probably had it taken away from AB with only one stunt. Piggy Chops is mind blowing with fantastic acting. I believe she gives tough fight to Preity in being a Babe!!

Heading off to Jaipur again.... BKGupta's marriage!! Now a days I walk to my office and come back also i.e. a 5 Km walk every day in 50 min. On the way back buy two hot oven baked chapatis Pakistani style.

God please push some Sanity here and little luck too....

~Tyson
Song: Jaane Kyon Dil Jaanta hai....

Wallet

In all probability I have lost it. I think I left it on the counter at the food vendor stall in the food court. :(

I am not sad.... but perplexed and cannot figure out how to react to this.

Could be in office also somewhere on my desk!!! I pray it is.

not much of money but
- 3 credit cards
- 1 ATM
- PAN card and several membership cards
- Infinite other important chits
- Driving Licenses and the IIT I card.

:( :( :(
Ankur

Writing on the Wall

It seems to be the writing on the wall "Ankur we regret to inform you that.... you have missed the bus again". And I seem to be not doing anything for this. As Mitra said the effort you have put in the application reflects in your essays and yours truly spanning the world didn't had dedicated time for his own application for next year. At times and places the "compromise" together with the ambiguity is further sinking me down. Further the competition with economies sinking down is worsening the situation. Those financial guys with deep pockets dont think about the interest rates and returning the loan so all the schools are open.

This negativity is somehow not letting me think clearly and appreciate different aspects. Taking the positive out of the "financial" applications: I might be distinct, but how good is my marketing of the distinctiveness. The I-bankers and the researchers could also put in their exposure point. World travel everyone has, who cares about the extensiveness.

Spoke to pc yesterday for 20 min chat and we both were quiet!!! somethings from here and there but nothing good. We are 5 Hours apart.

I have put on good amount of weight and now I am motivating myself to climb up three floors in my building hopefully tomorrow. I worked hard at home and ate hard as well. Spent two nights out of home!! played 3 patti at abhinav's place and lost 80AED came back at 5:00. Lots of things happened. We 6, Abhinav, Shishir, Abhilash, Ritesh and Priyanka (PJ) went to Nahargarh, the RDB fort. 4 of these guys were driniking and I as a good obedient boy didnt. On the way to top we stopped to watch the lighting etc, then came a police jeep. I had a can which I had placed on the car dicky. Just before the Policeman got down I picked it up and was holding behind me. Then he called up driver so Ritesh went up to him and showed his license etc. The policeman allowed him to drive with lots of comment etc and waited for us to get going. In the mean time I had placed the can on the boundary wall. Now how could I leave the can outside calling forth all the H2 PAF stealing skills I picked up and smuggled it in the car. Somehow was very exciting. :D

On diwali day called up sharad at 11:15 and we roamed on the roads in his car till 4:30 am. Geting more daredevil we had 7 sticks each. Our discussions moved from one thing to other and so did the car. We started fom my place went to MI road. Then moved to main railway station after this we thought we should have long drive now so we went to someplace beyond Sanganer. which was about 40Km + I think we should have spanned more than 100km that night in 4 hours. I was thinking mom & dad would be sleepping so I could easily sneak in but to my surprise mom was up and due to some traditon stuff she was doing something. It couldnt be much tougher after half hour I went inside and went to sleep after cleaning up. But I am taking too many chances!!!

I am getting impatient, it seems to me, always have a feeling just finish it off. I would say the product of environment stuff. Another one came but of no success. Everyone has different take on this. Lets see how it goes. Sanity you need the Sanitary market manager.

This ambiguity kills me and still I am writing this blog and doing all the other nonsense stuff.

Cheers mate!!
~Tyson

People in Jaipur

are senseless utterly disobedient, careless and rule breaker. They don't have any mannerism or respect for that no respect for the queue. You give your name in restaurant queue but of no use and these people show no signs of shame or sorry if proved wrong.

I dont like this.

On the road no respect for signals, a truck missed one of these types by inches. Honking & Tonking. There is no lane discipline eventhough Jaipur boasts of the best road with clearly marked lanes but who cares!!!

I hate it.

I am at sometimes one of them but this is a very commonly prevalent attitude here.

I am not saying that you go to the discipline level of Dubai or other places but something muct be there. Respecting others is same in all part of the world.

I am Sad

~Tyson

Good thing

I would say about myself is I am BIG CARELESS fellow. I think I can attribute my ill Luck to this habit.... reasoning might lead to this....

Lets hope "somebody" helps me to improve as no incentive or result could help me improve this.

I "love" you mate

~Tyson
PS: These days I have started using "quotes" quiet often

Hopping planes and cities

Abey you coming here again? Thrice in a week!!! -- Ankur & Kanti

Yeah that's been my story over the fortnight. I flew from Dubai to Jaipur, took a bus to Gurgaon and then flew to Bangkok returned back to Gurgaon, then by bus to Jaipur and flew back to Dubai to process my china visa. again flew to Jaipur, took bus to Gurgaon and flew to Shanghai via Hong Kong. and then came to Dubai direct today.

Shanghai airport: Looks wise it is good otherwise it is the pathetic airport. No ATM's work, you cannot exchange INR/THB/AED wtf. minimum feed is 50RMB as if all the flying Chinese are millionaires and people who come to china are also millionaires. you don't get much to eat. Burger King takes only cash no credit card. I had to run around all the airport to get 20RMB but I couldnt get from any proper source. I exchanged INR with RMB from an Indian traveler from Kolkata. The other worst part is it is 55Km from the main city. so for a 0715 flight I started at 0400 and reached by 0520. This is when there was no traffic. In terms of architecture etc it is amazing much better than Dubai and other airports.

Delhi Airport: Cute airport. I love Indian airports usually you could be through will all the process of checking in, Immigration etc in 15-20min**. I did it twice in delhi :). since it is small so very compact therefore walking time is less. But the usual practice of highlighting the presence is there. I think we could be much better and improve our airports on security checks. May be installing the better X ray machines.
Also the other thing which needs attention is the taxi service. you should use dedicated airport taxi and run it on meter I think many more will use it, if the fare becomes "legal". Prepaid is not good.
Other good thing which we could do is the "chaffeur" service as in you handover you luggage to be checked in at the flight gate and you will get it back as soon as you get off the plane. No waiting nothing. Easy beasy yupp and easy!!!

** Mumbai was good I use to start from home 2 hs before flight and everything was on JIT basis. I miss those days here and everywhere.

rest airports are ok or not worth the special comments. May be I dont remember now.

Hanover was amazing. Thanks to Nitesh I enjoyed the place. VERY BEAUTIFUL, cool, calm. and has two Indian restaurants. It is inexpensive as well. Picturesque now i could say that the windows desktop photographs are real. actual color changing of the leaves. Though it had just started but still I could see. I visited school, did some house work for Nitesh & gang. I did my best to screw up the school visit thanks to Nitesh I could improvise and do something better. Cameroon was hot. attended a panel discussion on the financial crisis, was surprised to see how they were commenting on Paulson and Bernanke the ease with which they were taking their name.

Met Sandeep Sharma aka Saand in MIT just by sheer luck. I was waiting outside Stata Building for Varun and then I see somebody rushing down the stairs and looking at me (Since I was the onely giy dressed in suit so I didnt took much notice) after sometime I made out from the voice that it is Sandeep. Good to see him but both had to rush so it was hi & bye only. I was at my careless best at MIT or may be I was having NBD to catch the flight to Dubai. I dont know forgot my camera, left the door unlocked, left the session without taking lunch.

Also I ran into Harshad Kasture, my hostel junior, at a supermarket. Then we had a party together, myself, Karthik (host) Varun and Harshad. I made the tadka for Daal and rice & vegetable were cooked by Karthik. Varun got the red wine for just $3.00.

Actually many a things to write on my travelogue. I think I will write tomorrow.

I said NO, but they said something about getting along. What I say is a phone call doesnt take much time howsoever busy you are orany strange things happen to you? We are talking something serious, its not a joke or something proposed by others. But the good thing is chapter closed and I love this. another deja vu. another parallel with him.

I am tired, just finished two applications thinking of next two will start on them by tomorrow.

Cheers
~Tyson

Mango

I'm Mango
You are luscious, exotic and sweet. You inspire passon and lust in everyone you meet. A mango lover is a personality to be reckoned with; quite often you are a person who has unique ideas, and influencer. You tend to be an extremist with strong likes and dislikes; and at times even like to control a situation.

I have to write, but I am busy with some other GOD stuff.

- US trip
- Boston, Hanover, Chicago
- Airports
- Flights
- Random People (Sandeep, Harshad...)

Ofiice
Deal

LIFE

and the most important NO today!!!

Love you Mate

~Tyson

My stay in USof A

I can only say India is Best and India is Great!!!!
My stay here is going good except for the fact that it is a truly Ulti States:
- You cannot use the International Credit card to do...... a lot of stuff. Only you can pay the hotel bill
- You dont get cell phone chargers at airports
- You dont get the prepaid cards easily....actually the concept is not known here!!! go to my lovely India even you could do this from paanwale ki thadi!!!

I am not complaining but somehow I am forced to..... otherwise it is a good place

I am writing this post from Rochester airport where the flight to Chicago is delayed by an hour :( I hope this doesn't happen to the Boston--> NYC flight I only have 1hour 30 min difference :(

I am doomed..... shifted one of the applications to second round....

Cheers
~Tyson

lost of firsts....some not converted

- First posting from the Chrome Browser :P

- First positng for the month of september

- On the way to first trip to land of opportunities

Mother of all 

- Missed A380 flight to NY (Not my mistake, technical issue with the plane)

anyways. clocked 740 on GMAT, practice makes men perfect. I feel like writing one of those blog how you managed this score and the feelings & butterflies :P

Some people think they are prety smart and try to act fast to screw your case.  who else my boss.

Parallels with Sharmaji had probably one more addition. :( 

There is still some fire left as I can see the smoke coming.....

I am not at all writing the essays :( 

help me help me O God!!

Chers

~Tyson!

after some time

Been busy or may be pretending to be busy. Taking GMAT on 2nd. Haven't done anything on first application and neither on the preparation and on Saturday I have my final driving test. For sure this time it will be either way. I dont think I am doing justice.

The exercise schedule is long gone. Aalas is supreme commander.

Few days back was remember the old days in Jaipur when every Sunday at 3:30 pm I use to listen Diamond comics show, in which they relayed some part of the new comics...... this show had interesting tune as it is starting jingle.

Who cares!!!

met Fukka Dada and Shweta Bhabhi, she is good cook. I liked the way she maintained the house, lovely. Inspired me to return to khobar soon and more often :P

Cheers
!Tyson

the last drag

always leaves me wanting for more. The last sip from the mango juice glass or the last bite of the Black Forest Pastry leaves a big empty space. Same feeling after you get a decent bargain, I could have done better. Its a nice feeling the more you indulge the more you savor it.

I am not serious (may be the same feeling of wanting more), I am sure I should do better and concentrate on things I need to do and the list is long. There is a difference in enjoying the ambiguity and foolishness. The news is my boss is joining executive MBA at SP jain center here.

Had a trip to Egypt for 6 days. Egyptian girls are beautiful. May be the way they dress or their figure but they are HOT. Now I can walk around in Cairo. Found some nice Cafe's with the SHEESHA. It is the best. Gyaani or mentoring trip but finally I gave in after 3 sessions. Lets see if I could get a better result. People on both the ends do not understand or may be they dont want to.

Desperation. How could a literate person do this? you have the situation in front of you and you want to enjoy but be sensible. Whatever....

Sharmaji ka phone is number not in use. He is another useless fellow in the world more than I am. Lots of catching up happening these days. Vahi, RPT, Reddy, Ramakant, Andy, Uttam, bharat and it is building up :).

Nothing much but have to figure out a lot of things. Nbdu.

Cheers
Tyson

After 710

lies a whole sequence of numbers from 720 to 800, each member differing the previous one by 10. in three and half weeks time from now I WILL have one of those numbers against my name and I hope to get into the top half of the sequence.

small small steps lead you to a higher position. So work on small small things :)

My luck with these tests websites is not improving either.

Cheers
Tyson

ubuntu

ubuntu, in the African Bantu language, stresses collective success over individual achievements.

That's what I am looking for :)

though achievements are good but the collective success delivered is watched!!

Go for It.

I get knocked down but I get up again!!!

Cheers
Tyson

25 days

of hard work required to finish the second book of the year. The Da Vinci Code. modest 489 pages not very difficult English, though this time again I didn't refer to dictionary much but the flow couldn't be disrupted. Nice , fast moving step by step typical thriller setting. I thought I could finish it yesterday night but couldnt so finished of 40 odd pages first thing in the morning.

Cricket, South Africa is doing very well and Flintoff has comeback good. Sehwag is unpredictable. Anyways what I want to highlight here is as soon as log on to cricket commentary on cricinfo wihtin no time atleast a wicket falls. This I have observed over past one month, the Eng Vs SA and India Vs Srilanka. today I just logged on and Kumble went down to Murali. though Kumble is susceptible to get out quickly but still. So I will check only once a day. :) But still i can follow Eng Vs SA :P

Lots of work to do today.

Cheers
Tyson

new realm

I can say I have moved into it. Its for good. Time off from the daily or regular work.

I cook food and almost daily. Starting today the 30th July now it is no longer confined to using the "traditional" cooking tools. Now a mixer is also there :P Yes today I made aaloo matar with tomato gravy :)

I M Loving it!!!

5% credit to my sis for the receipies...:)

But yes next step to go to chapati NEVER. yes for sure NEVER.

Love you....

Cheers
Tyson

movies

Aditi: pata nahin aunty yeh college ke paanch saal kaise nikal gaye?

Mom: beta phone par
----
Aditi: Amit mein yahan 2 min baith jaaoon?

Amit: Tera ghar hai, tere bumga hain baith ja

ROTFL!!!
----

other good thing about this movie is they have chosen amazing location probably the best use of the Maharashtra :) I have been to place where the group takes lift on a truck :)

I know I am plagirising the dialogues out of a movie without permission, but this is ok who knows which movie :P

Anyways South Africa drubs England again I like this.

Work is on but at snails pace, need to speed up Quick with patience.

6 months abstinence had its effect :) Who cares Do I need a reason? :P

Cheers
Tyson

Gyaan

dena is one such thing which I like :P. Now a days even the boss is also not spared leave aside other colleagues.

Making a few quick one short term decisions which could have long term implications.

"Recovery" is on, settling some old scores. Given the Huge Target and several constraints have to do things here and there.

Do work and think aloud & big.

write mails

~Tyson

Today the 20th July

nothing special about this one, except for today is rg's bday. It started as it does on every week day alarm, snooze, snooze and stop. Finally I got up & got ready. packed the bag went through the checklist, most importantly today I packed my lunch :D. Oh yes lunch cooked by yours truly. Was lucky got a taxi pretty soon who as usual charged me from 6AED instead of 3, doesn't matter as long as you are not baked in natural oven.

In the office it was freezing cold couldn't do much with the centralized AC as the switch/temperature control will be activated later. The nuances of moving into a building still undergoing finishing touches. Where there is a will there is a way. Open the two big windows and one door thats it natural heat will make it pleasent. So by 1 it was ok to sit down. Well today was a email day wrote and wrote n number of emails. Beacuse I didnt looked into my office emails over the weekend!!! (Good Job... Keep it up) so 3 days work in a day. Another hazard of moving in quickly in a new building. Everybody comes in to sell something or other people from stationary, computer accessories and even Hotels!!! good excuse is the key decision maker is not here so give me yor card I will ask him to call you once he comes back.

Lots happening in Jaipur. Dad is to move to some other place transfer etc.... people read a lot into many different things. Our tenant in jaipur somehow scared with this :P Its 8:30 and I am done with dinner and finishing the blog too. I think you can not ask for anything beter :P

Cheers mate!!
Tyson

Music: Diye Jalte hain...namak haram Dhingana is nice :)

So it begins....

The process has been initiated yesterday.... either this way or that I will invest my 3 and half months in to it and lets see after that the next ongoing thing will resume in full force.

because as they say Its Time. If they realize its ok I will give a chance else....

Good Luck to me.

~Tyson

PS: I dont have any feeling about the result and could only say that it is the best feeling.

Indulgence!!!

What else it could be.

Alone in Dubai at home (my boss has gone to India-Singapore trip for 10 days). Cooking the best possible North Indian stuff.... Dal Tadka :P It is one of my top preparations
to date. Eat this with Arabian Bread or our Own plain dosa :P.

But the real Indulgence is Pineapple pastry and the Blackforest Pastry. Top it up with the Raj Kachori at Bikanervala all these spiced up with Bikaneri Bhujia. Good Old mango juice is always there. What else you can ask for. Muwaaaaahhhh. When I was in Bombay we (Myself & Mr. Sharma, Mandawar waale) had Paani poori or Gol gappe after a very long time.

Well my Bombay trip was the foodie trip. Amars- Mango Shake, Classic- Dahi poori, Naturals- Ice cream and Paani Poori at one of those restaurants opp Naturals And finally the MEETHA PAAN in HN near these rest's. Didn't do specials in Jaipur except for my mom made lovely food.

I am a foodie. Sometime I will put this as tag line "Hum kamate kyon hai? Khane ke liye"

I am alone feeling very lonely today :( reading Da Vinci Code is further worsening the case. Around 11:15 somebody rang the bell at the door and I was scared to..... as who could be at this ugodly hour but didn't answered and through the glass saw a delivery man but didn't opened sp that delivery man (shabbily dressed) went away. I am still scared.

Nothing is going my way and I am making it worse for my self. Searing heat in Dubai. I am spending almost 1 hr plus in Sun at 11:00 in afternoon to search for a taxi. :( Someday things will change and for those I will have to change.

Change in travel plans. all trips now shifted to August.

Cheers
Tyson

Jaane tu Ya Jaane Na.....

After a long time I am watching a movie.... I liked the smile on the face of Aditi when she says I broke up with Sushant. That simply explains...... or rather put together my old theory!!! :)

anyways let me continue with the movie.... it is interesting though a plot tried to put differently but nice. Paresh Rawal is too cool...

But how could they do this.... something better could have been done I cannot think of it but......

anyways I need observation and loads of luck!!

Cheers
Tyson

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travel plans

are laid out.
October:
16th October I have to be in China for a day.
21st October I am flying to Jaipur for diwali
Don't have the return ticket

September:
5th I am flying off to New York for 3 weeks
one week in Rochester
One week in Cedar Falls
One week roaming around

August:
Egypt for a week
Kuwait for 2-3 days

July:
Saudi Arabia could be exchanged with the trip to Egypt
Will get the new passport tomorrow or day after mostly

I have to process the visas as well. Egypt, China and Saudi.

Cost cutting and my telephone bill equals the sum of other three in my office :P.

Cheers
Tyson.

Music: Old Songs: my middle school days

Product of Environment

I don't want to be the product of environment rather my environment be my product. But these days the reverse is happening. my actions are shaped by the environment. My reactions knowingly or unknowingly bear an influence of the sourroundings or environment I have been living/working in (read as working in). I think I need a break from this quick change in the activities which I do (Read Home-office-Home or Travel-meeting-work-travel). Need to get involved in something different. Lets see next Wednesday I have second driving license test and if I get this time I plan to drive around Dubai whole of Fridays & Saturdays and at least explore UAE.

Anyways news from the office is I made the record again lets see for how long it holds.... at least a month. Tomorrow for sure 6 o'clock I will leave the office and will do something (may be gym or read a novel or screening).

Went to India last week. I will rate this as the worst trip back home (even those two month , during college days, stay was much better...). The flights I had booked for Jaipur-Mumbai and back were canceled and then a day before when I was supposed to leave the things went in other direction as much as they could seeking a good lot help from me. Some discussions and then I missed the flight, I was sleeping in the business class lounge, paid 200AED for next flight. Again some discussions and lots of heat being generated here and there with no mistake of mine. Just that nothing was in my hand I was a mere puppet of my environment. I tried to do my best but people don't understand. Sometimes reasoning doesn't work and you suffer unnecessarily.

Communication the key aspect was missing and lots of resistance had its effect. And everybody made best of this opportunity to make most of it and poor me was at the receiving end. The chain reaction effect of this was seen the whole week, how much I tried to extinguish the fire but nothing helped and finally I gave in. Now I don't know how things are going to shape up.

Actually sometimes you give the gyaan someone and at othertimes the same someone gives the same gyaan back :). Had long talks with Sharad over coffee etc...... and met him after almost a year.

Couldn't see Ms. Shah this time and many others whom I had promised to meet. As a wise investor met the concerned people. Went to Naturals @HN and as usual paid for the ice-cream remembered Pranav when I saw the Great Punjab on the otherside of road.

Well all said and done I have put my pitch and now have to do lots of ground work and take help from many others and put in the best, rest is all.......

Wish me luck for many things..... and I need a lots.

Cheers
Tyson

Swimming

finally after a long time I utlized teh IDEX Money for my best personal use. Right in Kuwait Ramada Hotel. 46ft long Swimming pool and I made 26 laps in 40 min. I am crying now tears are oozing out, I didnt had the glasses. (Shweta is not here to lend one to me :P). I could manage only two laps at a time but what the heck after almost year and a half I swam (Last time I did was for 300m in sea in Goa :D). It was fun today and I loved it, I know for sure tomorrow it wont be possible, simply makes me happy. Now the thighs are paining.

Act of procastination: as soon as I get the car license in Dubai I will look for a swimming pool membership nearby my place and not to mention I have to search for that place as well.

Poor BKG, bragged about 32 Laps at IIT after 9 months and I said 26 Laps in the Hotel. But good for both of us.

one should consider the other side as well not bluntly saying no. I dont know why they do so.

29th it will be. lets see how it goes. I dont know who to believe.

Also Why I dont have no balance in my caccount when I need it?
Cheers

~Tyson
PS: Comfotably Numb

sub standard people

To get something to what level will you stoop down to? some people even go down to the level of refuting the truth. The premise or the basic fact on which the whole of the story is based or built on is refuted and to top it the people on the other side of table give due consideration to it. How ignorant could be? I cannot imagine. Or in other words where can money drive you?

I attribute this to the dominant effect or the pressing your identity and culture on the others. They are all hypocrites at one point they talk of ethics and high level of integrity and on the other hand you see back stabbing double crossing. To further worsen it the others who are fooled feel pride in doing so. What the heck!!! I know it doesnt work in todays world to be what you are. What works is "what others feel it should be". The gyaan of last two lines was the natural outcome of the discussion I had with young-old man.

Rest life is moving and it is affecting me to bring in the effect. Lets see how it shapes up.

lots of traveling coming up. had a 2 day trip to Kuwait and going again there next week and then Immediately after that is home run. (Yeah two in two months :P). After that I have to apply for new passport as no clean page left.

Friday the 27th will be important. Two important meetings.One with Director and other shaping the direction :P (Saareeeeee I miss you, Sorry I deleted the blog.)

Cheers
~Tyson... I remain

Patience is the Key....

I think this is one of the few Keys which I don't have. This is what I need in tons these days. Let me try to do this. Smile will definitely help.

Today(4th June) could be marked as the day when a firs step is taken to resolve the deadlock. Still it doesn't seem easy to me, at least lots of complications I could foresee now. And this would be most interesting and challenging. Ms. Shah was right its not as simple as it seems to be some hard questions yet to be answered.

Get over the praising statements, all make a fool out of you just to get the work done. So at times you have to look beyond the words and discount. Interesting would be what to discount and what not to? :P other way to look at it is be yourself don't be what others want you to be.

Etisalat needs to be consulted for a better option.

We have to be ready for the surprise and discard out as much assumptions as you can. This will help.

PawanG is coming tomorrow to Dubai so whole Fri-Sat-Sun gone.

Have to meet Baddy, I think after the conference call it will be good. 2 hours between 8:00-11:00 pm.

Music: Mere naseeb mein Ae dost..... Kishore Kumar. ;)

Rest is ok.

pyaar mohabbat
Tyson

My photos

I don't know why I don't get into many of snaps. May be I don't collect them. Those in which I figure in, I look sad or munching on something, so somebody says "Smiling Face" others say "Tum hanste kyun nahin ho". May be the camera is not good or the photographer is not ok whatever.

Thats the way I am these days (post IIT).

Lots to do
and miles to before I sleep.

cheers

Tyson
Music: Boondein--Silk route

Feedback

So yesterday I had this feedback session with Tuck. As usual careless me, just woke up right in time to make a call rather then devise the questions. Wrote a few questions, generic ones. No pre call preparations, like what to anticipate etc.
She surprised me by asking what I think of my application? OKay somehow I told something though in calm fashion. To which she said fine. Then came the real blow.
We think your GMAT is below average (Is 710 so bad? I know its not good but still....)
Then your uniqueness essay is just not good while the Leadership is good.

You need to do community service and better do it.

Thats it. rest all comments were generic you should improve in overall write new story etc.

Lets see, its nice that I took the feedback will help me decide if I really want to spend my USD5ooo this year.

Good Luck & Cheers !!!
Tyson

Shawshank Redemption

The Movie simply fascinates me every time I watch it and the more I watch it the more I like it. Simply the friendship stuff its beautiful. The dialogues mind blowing consider this:

Andy to Red: "The funny thing is the Outside I was an honest man straight as an arrow and I have to come to prison to be a crook".

Also the good old hope dialogue. Another one

New boy Tommy: Why are you in here?
Andy: Lawyer fucked me. Everybody is innocent in here, don't you know that.

Its amazing and beautiful.

Cheers
Tyson.
PS: I am sure its going to happen and right people know that.

It happens again

I am not sure why but yes it does, I have reasons to believe otherwise? May be these reasons have void assumptions lets see.

I wrote to Tuck for the feedback, yesterday and they answered me today with a session tomorrow.

This was pretty quick as I didn't expected them to reply so soon. Why? They would be busy with the admissions process so might take a sometime atleast two or more days. Nothing wrong. And on similar lines they offered the session for tomorrow which again to my reasoning shouldn't have been scheduled at least in this week. As usual what I "positively" think will not happen, it happens. It usually holds good most of the times. I cannot count. I will not say vice versa is true.

I am the chosen one. Thats what I can say.

Probably one item is knocked off the list, please note the work probably. Others have to do their job and then...... pc you fool we need to talk its been a long time.

Still I have a few more important jobs to be done. I have barely started doing something on my app but it needs a more sincere effort. I need time for this, I don't how am I going to do this. 4 more days to read and read and only read and take notes. I have to do it this year and I have a belief that I will succeed as this is my second attempt.

Cheers
~Tyson

PS: One class on Thu and two on Sat, test on Sun. Just do It!
Music: QSQT

China Shanghai May 5th - 8th

I dont know this place has something which makes me take up a stick, may be just to balance the composition of the air inside and outside. well I took one. not my fault as this guy from Singapore always sat next to me, in training & at dinner with the packet on table, so finally I gave in. Chinese rice wine is amazing with 51+% alcohol it burns you out. I took one shot of this and my day was over. Japanese & Chinki malt drink are also good. :P. of the four days I had 2 Indian dinners and 2 Chinese dinners (one bland and one very spicy)

Met some very interesting people. One of the directors a Chicago graduate very interesting person. I believe I did my best to put across my point. I was in this some IDEX specific training which though good but lacks the punch. Anyways I got what I was looking for and may be more but need approvals etc for my dream to come true...... Learning: Actually it is very easy to point out the mistake but very difficult to correct one-self or even identify some.

Foot massage is as always good, these chinks do it very differently as compared to Thai's :P.

Importance of communication is coming across to me (The VP)

"I can stand the lesbians but Gays kill me, they scare me." The director at the end of dinner. :D

Sharmaji ko aaj kal aate daal ka bhaav pata lag raha hai ;)

I am going home! I am going home!!!!

Cheers
~Tyson
PS: I havent done what I should have done. Somebody with stick can only make me do this.

Photographs-Project Tyson

Oh yes I have uploaded the most recent ones. My Egypt trip, Dubai In general, my cooking.....

http://picasaweb.google.com/ankur.bhargava

Cheers
~Tyson

bonkers

I go when I read the old emails. This time the opportunity was provided when I dloaded and opened gmail on Thunderbird. Old email specifically from rg, pc, opsingh and ankur shrivastava aman also deserves a name in that list. Crazy guys with all the email mentioning the crazy stuff.

One of the other good emails was the email from Sari, topi about the emails from Op. Had very hectic weekend switching between the websites for updates in F1, IPL and BPL (Manu Vs Chelsea) good that Chelsea defeated Manu so I love Chelsea, also they have lamps. Just that the West-Ham defeats Manu like they did last year, Manu draws with the other team and Chelsea is held for draws against the other two teams thirdly Arsenal wins all the games by 6-0 Score, May be there is some hope. :D I am over optimistic (or fool as others say, but yes I follwo Arsenal, though I dont watch any of their matches).

IPL is nice 10 sixes by Gilchrist, 220+ scores in 20 overs, 4,6,4,4,4,4 were the stats for on over yesterday it is nice. I will not comment on its effect on ODI or cricket but yes people are making money and making a good impression too. whatever.

Now a days it is more frequent when I am blank. I simply dont know what to do. 100% blank, as If I dont have anything to do. I think I must change and bring in something new. dude write and track be smart.

Cheers
~Tyson

Start of the Day

Is very important I believe. If it is good or Ok rest of teh day goes easy or better but if it starts bad the whole day goes haywire. as it happened today one firing call right up when I was just out of home. And then everybody had put in their best efforts to make it worse for me. My temper was high as it is I am short tempered and every small mistake of mine or other made the day worse. Nothing much to say. In these days a stick seems to be nice and easy choice to blow away.... but incidently this thought didnt occured to me. Good for me.

Only good job I did was talk to my mom and to sis. For a change it was a very nice and easy conversation I had with mom in past few days. sis is busy packing and socializing with all.

I am not doing anything at all. At least I should make a cv.

I think I should do something for myself.

This rat race should stop and some serious stuff should start.

Cheers!!

~Tyson
PS: I think I will go to tokyo if pc replies.

nice one....

I dont know for me how much does sympathy for someone holds good in teh job? or may be like how much apathetic to somebody.... for me it is if somebody is deserving he should get it, not by imploring for it. Also the employer should be rational in his actions he should not be swayed away by the emotions or the poor conditions, its a corporate not a charity and as it is you have a lean organization and if you have one soft link you are done all others suffer.

Well actually the heading was for a different matter and the blog started with something else. nice one as all are ok now :) and I am relieved and happy.

Nowadays I can talk a bit, I carried all the conversation at the dinner with teh GM of a very small IDEX unit. I dont know how much he liked it but it was much better then the all the crap the other people talk.

Whatever.... What are you doing my friend? I need to finish the list, if I have to do it. may be this is my procatination scapegoat.

Just do it for once!!!

Enjoy!

~Tyson

Car & Me

I dont know when I will get the license but I do have a plan for my car whichever it might be. I want a sheesha inside the car. Its a best thing for me as of now :P (though Shewta has other reasons for it).

Tomorrow I have a parking and signal test. which is parking the car parallel to the road signal test is simple you have to tell what each signal stands for. They say that car driving is science and art. I have to shell out a good chunk of money for the test as well as the fee, this company doesn't even pays single bit for it.

I think tomorrow I will take off.

chalo me off to sleep.

cheers
~Tyson

My Mom

says NO. So in all possibility it is NO.

What can I say? I am Happy.

Cheers
~Tyson

IDEX

oh yes yesterday I completed my 4 years in IDEX. thats too much for the loyalty and stickyness :P

off for the grind again, though I will not have time to sleep today in the car :(

Cheers mate
~Tyson

Egypt

http://www.flickr.com/photos/thirdeye

Well a long forgotten collection, I was good boy but IDEX ruined me. :P
I think for this atleast, Thanks Shweta :)

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Yesterday wrote a long post, but lost it. I will write again.

I am on road since 13th March, one day trip to Kuwait, week long to Saudi, followed by another week long trip to Shanghai, 10 day break in Dubai, now in Egypt for a week, next to Oman (may be) next week, again to Shanghai for 4 days (planning to do a mumbai or tokyo trip on teh way), to Saudi for 2 weeks and may be Jordan & Lebanon till June first week. Then might go to some place in ASEAN for Training (:P). Finally end of June & July 1st week India calling. Couldn't plan more :D

In Egypt these days. This has been a tough visit for me, daily getting up at 5:30 or 6:00 in the morning traveling 500kms doing a true sales man job. Visit a customer do a presentation repeat same stuff again but answer some different question which is nice. Sit in car listen to Egyptian music and some discussion to get some more information. :). I saw pyramids again day before yesterday but only from a distance snapped a few photographs will post them on picassa once I go back to Dubai. I saw another historically important thing, the Suez canal, we drove along side this and I have photographs of the ships going in one direction and these will be available once I go back. Ships are allowed to go in one direction only some days North to South traffic and other days South to North. They have a road along side the canal and train track parallel to road, so three modes placed next to each other, would make a great pic to have air plane passing by with a train on track, ship/boat in canal and truck on road.

Egypt is a nice country, beautiful may be India some 15-20 years ago. similarities in terms of the settlings and the government offices and the attitude of the people there. Country side has similar houses (Kuccha and Pucca) with some small painting on the front wall, may have a boundary wall. typical conggregated shops, bus stand etc by the road (read highway) something which I see more in Rajasthan & Maharashtra at least. In cities also you have two storyed bungalows with garden and a car parked in front. big trees on the round abouts a typical south delhi types area (I vaguely remember some places I went when I was in Delhi some 11-12 yeas ago).

The government offices, old ragged building as if it would crumple down any moment, pale paint, stinking corridors with irregular chips/cemented flooring, small rooms with big windows (wrt to the room size), small table full of papers, the gentleman sitting across (unshaven, smoking and may be yellowed clothes) smoking ciggratte. They have 20-28 year old equipments with pumps in almost dying stage but they still claim that these are working fine. Whatever the country is nice and willing to change so company like ours would like to make the most :P.

Need to talk to my mom as pandit is not going to help anymore, pitch it up again with more data. Lets see

Cheers
Ankur.

PS: Project Tyson is on and I am gathering all the stuff from the IIT & Post IIT time so please email me on my gmail id whatever you have. Thanks :)

What am I doing

It failrly clear that I dont have slightest of ideas about what I am doing? Not even the rat race. But does it matter if ou really need to have any idea about.

To say I am doing good in my job would be exaggeration. No one to blame but myself. Only thing is I am getting pretty mechnical. get up, get ready go to office and do the work (call here and there), take lunch come back and do same job again. come home and have food, chat a bit and then sleep and the cycle goes on same even on fridays (I am still making a report and trying to figure out where to fakofy and how much :( ). Whatever, I will somehow break this lets see.

My mom is not too optimistic and my hopes are getting dashed.... because of the all above I have lost the willingness to fight out.

I dont know, I am a big fool.

Ankur Help Me.

~Tyson

Lynyrd Skynyrd -- Free Bird

If I leave here tomorrow
Would you still remember me?
For I must be travelling on, now,
cause theres too many places Ive got to see.
But, if I stayed here with you, girl,
Things just couldnt be the same.
cause Im as free as a bird now,
And this bird you can not change.
Lord knows, I cant change.

Bye, bye, its been a sweet love.
Though this feeling I cant change.
But please dont take it badly,
cause lord knows Im to blame.
But, if I stayed here with you girl,
Things just couldnt be the same.
Cause Im as free as a bird now,
And this bird youll never change.
And this bird you can not change.
Lord knows, I cant change.
Lord help me, I cant change.

Introduced by pc and now a hight rate favorite and a regular number in the playlists :)

Cheers
Tyson

Hypocrites...

my company is full of them. On the one hand they say cut your costs, cut the phone bills, cut on the hotel expenditure......whole lot of crap. on the other hand you take a 5 day vacation in Shanghai for ACO sales meeting. (Oh yes I will be in Shanghai area from 24th March to 28th March.) So it will be Dubai to Shanghai and back. Lets see.... I have one more chance to see pc may be.

My mom is taking a risk, calculated or not I dont know. but for sure she is testing my patience. I still dont know she is good or not but this is typical me always low on confidence and indecisive. Well actually..... typical tyson dhak.

one good thing sis is happy so are we all. she will also face the cost cutting enough of spending :P

I am doing some extra work these days. three meals a day, ASM + AE. somehow I have to throw it off. waiting for my Ex Boss she was too good. good looking, hard working and relatively smart but dhak typical Indian Wife.

I should divert my efforts for some good job which could help me.

wake up dude. do some good job. whatever that be

Tyson

Top of the world

Such a feelins comin over me
There is wonder in most everything I see
Not a cloud in the sky
Got the sun in my eyes
And I wont be surprised if its a dream

Everything I want the world to be
Is now coming true especially for me
And the reason is clear
Its because you are here
Youre the nearest thing to heaven that Ive seen

(*) Im on the top of the world lookin down on creation
And the only explanation I can find
Is the love that Ive found ever since youve been around
Your loves put me at the top of the world

Something in the wind has learned my name
And its tellin me that things are not the same
In the leaves on the trees and the touch of the breeze
Theres a pleasin sense of happiness for me


There is only one wish on my mind
When this day is through I hope that I will find
That tomorrow will be just the same for you and me
All I need will be mine if you are here

Repeat (*) twice
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Amazing song. seem to relate to music a lot. In fact Carpenters songs are too good. soothing and easy going.

Enjoy!!
Tyson

Next Foreseeable holidays

in May first week. I have a meeting in Shanghai in the week 6-8th. So i will be free on the either side. If I take Sunday & Monday off I can be off from office from the Thursday evening in the week before to Saturday in the week. which is like 9 days off :) with 3 days work (training).
simply in dates 1st evening leave Dubai then leave for Shanghai on 5th and come back on 9th and then back to Dubai on 11th morning. depending on the scene I can extend on either side.

but the issue here is we do not have direct flights from Bombay to shanghai and the flight from Delhi are on different dates which is making it difficult. no body flies on Monday from Delhi to Shanghai.

lets see. but I want to meet pc on this trip. so it could HK I cannot figure out other destination. Shanghai to Tokyo i have not worked out (will "someone" allow that is also important :P)


I have to pataofy my boss. I dont know how much he will agree in his cost cutting spree.

Good Luck Mate

Tyson

Night Tea

we used to get during the mid sems & End sems. best times to take break and enjoy the Maggi and tea. some times tea with the Parle G.

Bheema used to make Maggi and we use to fight over the number in queue. Many a times this was the dinner or rather most of the times.

Gone are the days. now you have make your own tea if you wish to same goes with Maggi also.


Its Mid Sem time in IIT B :)

~Tyson

people...why dont they listen

I simply fail to undertand why people tend to act smart. When they know that other person has been through the process so atleast pay some attention to his words. It is not simple to work with the magic of stars. You dont know whats in store.

What I say is it is not justfied to play with somebody elses life. It is better to eliminate out all the risks and potential threats before you proceed. past one month has taught is rest all is simple & easy but marriage is a difficult job. Right from defining your criterion to making a choice to talk to a girl to say yes to the proposal. As I sad girls are a sensitive bunch "FRAGILE".

Now the only way out for my friend is the Indian pandit system. There has to be a pooja to help him out.

May God help him!!

I am suffering from Viral infection.

Pyaar Mohabbat

Tyson
PS: I like my old friends.

feeling sick...

I am of all the things. Not able to find time for myself. I have pain in legs & Hands and in eyes. I am heading to be a junk piece..... have to do a lot of writing & reading. Office report, read essays and write a few more.

God please help me.

Good Luck.

Tyson.

Carpenters: Top of the World, beautiful song.

Money laundering

I am the master of the art. to take into account I have wasted more than INR60K plus in past year. May be more, small amounts (INR1000.0~) I am not accounting for.

Carelessly drive the car pay 15K
Absentmindedly pay to customs 5K
Book the tickets to Blore & cancel 6K + some amount in suspension
Tickets booked for wrong dates: 7.5K + 5K
one bottle of Wine: 2K (while I paid only 1K for 4 bottles)
Credit card finance charges: 1.5K I didnt use the card at all :(
Consultant fees: 20K I have no positive results :(
Fees paid to schools: 24K
Without approval book the ticket: AED 2100 + 6K to jaipur

I need to get some sense for money. else somebody would kill me if not my parents.

grow up baby
Tyson

Yes it is...

going to happen soon (in this year of dog). I have given my yes to mom now she has to take it up further and close the deal. Discussed with Ms. Shweta Shah and my sis and gave in to it. It really doesnt matter someday or the other you have to say yes and live with it for ret of life. I believe things can be changed or adapted to so doesn't matter if you get a shade better or worse :).

Havent thought much about it before saying yes and about whats gonna come. Anyways lets face it, handle it as it comes better not to anticipate or expect something life would be easy.

I have not celebrated it. once mom says yes then it will be. as of now only Sharad, PG and Ms. SS have the knowledge of the developments. :)

My boss gets double of what I get :( though he doesnt have to much of work as compared to amount we do.

I think best way out for me is to apply and this is an opportune moment. Lets try and put the best foot forward now for the last time else we will start afresh in July :)

cheers mate..
Tyson!

typos

because of the outlook my outlook for the typos and spelling has changed. Now with the Microsoft word as editor you get auto correct for the typos and with spell check you can eliminate the spelling mistakes and the text looks good and fine. Basically you can concentrate more on the content :P

anyways... I don't know why people don't understand? Why girls are like this? The strange thing is you cannot say anything straight to them.... the sensitive bunch!!

lets see... I think I should give a last try this time.

God help me...give me good sense and sane head.

cheers
Tyson

Me, Mumbai and life

Title is incomplete. Well actually the life encompasses my motor bike. I miss it.

I dont know how can one drive car for long distances. It is pathetically boring.

{link http://you-name-it.livejournal.com/} Old Blog {link/} now I can red and write there as well :P

Cheers!

Tyson

mind reading....

Today's fortune: You are soon going to change your present line of work

hehehehe

cheers mate

Tyson

Exciting...isnt it

A girl talking to a boy and the point of discussion is sleeping with Ex.

They discuss about sleeping with her Ex boyfriend, with whom the boy has already slept, futher they talk about what could be the most comfortable position ;)

hehehe... I loved that.

We both spent the night/day with a different topics. We actually convince each other for what we know will not happen or rather has a very slim chance. Now I am sleeping whole day through in office.

good that not "the people" read my blog

- well i have finished Star Wars Episode II, III, V, VI today i think I IV i have the DVD dubbed in mandarin. :( FRIENDS in line after that some other episode series. :)

- I have posted some Photos on the picasaweb....

Cheers!!

Tyson

marriage

Marriage is an important part of any man, it makes people understand that you are not homo and married guy seems more stable. People seem to think that atleast somebody can stand that SOB and ladies see the other meaning that somebody has cash that they can spend with... The Departed


Just That My Movie/TV Watching is picking up and we will see more of these :)

cheers
Tyson

somebody always gains!! Whatever.

Deja Vu

yes it is happening again. Earlier also I knew Mom will not say yes and now also she has said NO. but it is very different this time. May be all the workaholics think the same way.

Shweta Shah deserves a good bit of scolding..

Anyways, whatever! I have conveyed the MOM's message. I have given up the hope, if any.

Cheers

Tyson I remain.
Bush is in Dubai Tomorrow and Government has announced the holiday for all.

I wrote a similar post on my old blog also, dont remember the content though!! :)

Disaster December-II

after effects continues.

I have lost the panditon ki ladayi. Well it started in December only so no regrets.

But as they say "Jo Hota Hai achhe ke liye hota hai". In the other sense yes it couldn't have been better.

Now get the bearings right and work for the coming year and the plan. The plan to be there somewhere. Lets devote the next two three months on this project then lets see. Else plan B, the universal stuff all over again, get into the mill but this time with better preparation and direction. This one would actually be the second time. Nothing special has happened since 6th January as the "gentleman" said. I can say just that I am back from vacation so has been better otherwise it is all the same.

To look at it my stint with pawanG hasn't been fruitful, in the sense of some tangible stuff. It has been enriching, invigorating and something which I don't think I would do by myself.

I think some day I will write about my second ones. All along "why it happens to me?" is there. Loose many but win some (read few). may be the expectations are not right.

cheers

Tyson I am.

Yes/No or No/No or Yes/Yes

this is what it is.....

What is the problem at hand? How will you handle it? say there are two issues at hand.

may be what are your requirements? What do you expect? list them.

What is the data you have for the problem? What do you need? Can you get the data?

What is the premise? Identify your assumptions. How good it hold for you? What is the risk? how it could be managed?

Do not try to match.

So start working now.

Take your own time.

But there is nothing right and nothing wrong?

Tyson Help me!!!

Disaster December

is finally over. I had to do a lot but didnt do much instead spent a lot. I dont know but almost all nothing went my way. I cannot count of what happened which I didnt wish to happen and I am not demanding here anything at all. Didnt even made a posting. which I like sometimes.

New year came with twist something which I was procastinating for a long time I dont know why. I should have started that pretty early probably I might have had a better picture now. but as they say better late than never. How can one decide in 15-20 min I dont know? on the other hand 15-20 days are also not sufficient (In India you dont get more time than this :( ) I am losing in the Panditon ki Ladai.

PawanG is now turning to be more of Opsingh at least when it comes to discussions on fairer sex.

I hate pc and Shweta, two biggest fools on the earth. I am also pretty close to them, in the hindsight.


more to follow soon. this only can help!!